Looking into the mirror, i see a pale looking girl.. She’s fear of examination. She didn’t realise that examination is her biggest fear.. It’s too late to realise as she has no time to conquer such fear..
Every time she opens her eyes, wondering Is it over? She’s still stuck at that moment. The moment that she doesn’t want to stay in..
She’s deprived of confident. But she know that grabbing this one last chance is the only way to survive. No matter what, she still have to go through this..
受話器の向こうから 聞こえる君の声 さやしく届く 静かにゆっくり過ぎる夜 今この時にも 深い悲しみの波紋が、 わかってるけれど よごしてきた足跡でしょ The mind is always set to drive and reach for higher things. Remember the days just to forget the days, 日々はただ過ぎてゆく。
Bring it on back, walk a new track 移り変わる 次の世界へ Don’t ya want to see it? A beautiful morning, 扉開いて。 Now give it all back walk a new track, Live a new day, 未来の子供たちへ 美しい朝を この世界へ。
How many times we’ve told the tale, Our parts are played right on T.V. C’mon and change the channel please, I don’t care to ever watch this scene again, fast forward to the end, or play the first part again.
昨日までの事、決して忘れないで。 Lay down just for a while, I’m thinking it’s such a small price to pay.
The mind is set on overdive to reach for higher things. Remember the days don’t ya forget to change, Our whole lives will live on through time.
Bring it on back, walk a new track 移り変わる 次の世界へ Don’t ya want to see it? A beautiful morning, 扉開いて。 Now give it all back walk a new track, Live a new day, 未来の子供達へ 美しい朝を この世界へ
Tick tock the clock has lost it’s time, Nobody’s got to worry now, The night’s sublime like fireworks. Oh no no! All at close range and, Gotta be changin’, ‘Cause something is happenin’,
Give it all back, walk a new track give and you take. Everybody’s holding down. Don’t ya want to see it? A beautiful morning, is right out your doorway. Now give it all back, walk a new track, live a new day. Your kids are going to recall from now, Whatever you were thinking about, Your time is closing in.
Examination stress plus some stupid graduation speech…. it totally freak me up..
No matter how hard i work for it… People seen it but they do not appreciate it… They think that it is just a joke.. Hey! i’m not a joker in the decks of poker cards.. I’m wrong, i shouldn’t have wrote that speech.. it causes me so much trouble..
WHY CAN’T I JUST CARE MORE ABOUT MYSELF? WHY MUST I DO THINGS THAT I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO DO…?
You have thousands millions of unhappiness things happened, but you can’t do anything but to keep it in your heart.
It’s miserable. This is life..
i really feel for you. and i wants to help. But i don’t know what i can do as a friend. Friends has their limits too.. But i’m willing to break that limits… We used to be so close but now… All those things you are not telling me, i can only hear it from other people mouth… I felt myself being just a passer by in your life.
I don’t want to be the passer by… But i’m not sure where can i start from being just a friend to you… Mentally block now.. brain dead..
PRELIMS IS OVER, MEANS THAT "O" LEVEL IS COMING SOOONN!
letting my hair down.
I spent my weekends with my beloved friends! thank you very much! I think i deserved this break. Break free from studies.. feeling good right now.
Friday, finally got to shop at Ion. My first time there, and the museum was good. I do appreciate the gallery. But the space there was brilliant. Excellent spot for slacking and cam-whore. The lightings are good and everyone enjoys it. FOC!!
Saturday, celebrated lantern festival with my religious friends and of course my school mates. Thanks for coming down.
Sunday, never expect that i would go Wild Wild Wet. 9 of us went and we paid 4dollar each. because we had lots of privilege! We loved slacking at the lazy river. Place for lazy people. and we had lots of fun with our new way of floating around the river. Family ride was the best. i was expecting that i would get tanned not RED. and now i look soooo damn red!
all the weird illnesses fall on me. Checked my appointment card and i realised that i have been visiting the doctor every month.
I feel so suffocated! As though there sth stucked in my throat. Having difficulties to eat, drink or breathe. Every breathe i take in, i feel so uncomfortable.
acknowledge my heart once more Accept these tears that are for you Not even expecting love, The ended story, the past story, yeah~
I hate you to death (even more you, who are like this) I hate myself to death (even more me, who is like this) just one more time, one more time, look at me Now I’m crying
I hate you so much I could die, I hate you I hate myself so much I could go crazy, I hate myself I I hate myself for being like this I hate you so much I could die, I hate you I hate myself so much I could go crazy, I hate myself I I hate myself for being like this
stop your heart that’s turned away Accept this gaze that is looking at you Not even expecting love, The ended story, the past story, yeah~
I hate you to death (even more you, who are like this)I hate myself to death (even more me, who is like this)
just one more time, one more time, look at me Now I’m crying
I hate you so much I could die, I hate you I hate myself so much I could go crazy, I hate myself I I hate myself for being like this I hate you so much I could die, I hate you I hate myself so much I could go crazy, I hate myself I I hate myself for being like this
baby, come back to my world Come back and be my girl If you don’t, know that I’ll hate you to death Before this heart that has loved you turns into hate Come back, quickly. that you’re sorry, please, tell me
look at me once more, locking our gazes Hold me once more, locking our lips Once more, once more, look at me Look at me, me, me
[JS] I hate you so much I could die, I hate you I hate myself so much I could go crazy, I hate myself I I hate myself for being like this [JB] hate you, hate you, hate you, hate you Enough to go crazy, I hate myself for being like this
