things are not going well…

Examination stress plus some stupid graduation speech…. it totally freak me up..

No matter how hard i work for it… People seen it but they do not appreciate it… They think that it is just a joke.. Hey! i’m not a joker in the decks of poker cards.. I’m wrong, i shouldn’t have wrote that speech.. it causes me so much trouble..

WHY CAN’T I JUST CARE MORE ABOUT MYSELF? WHY MUST I DO THINGS THAT I AM  NOT SUPPOSE TO DO…?

STUPID ME…!